From 
                Reading and Writing: A Personal Account" by V.S. Naipaul 
                
                
              
"How 
                does a writer pass from the fantasy to the ambition to the act 
                of writing? In this essay of literary autobiography, V.S. Naipaul 
                sifts through memories of his childhood in Trinidad, his university 
                days in England and his responses to his family's native India, 
                seeking the experiences of life and literature that shaped his 
                imagination and reflecting on the very different possibilities 
                that he found in the novel and the travel book for capturing the 
                truth of his subjects. 
              As 
                a child trying to read, I had felt that two worlds separated me 
                from the books that were offered to me at school and in the libraries: 
                the childhood world if our remembered India, and the more colonial 
                world of our city ? What I didn't know, even after I had written 
                my early books of fiction ? was that those two spheres of darkness 
                had become my subject. Fiction, working its mysteries, by indirections 
                finding directions out, had led me to my subject. But it couldn't 
                take me all the way."
              The 
                Writer-to-Be and His Mentor
                By MEL GUSSOW
                
                LONDON -- V. S. Naipaul has a new book, "Between Father and 
                Son: Family Letters," and, in what may be a first for an 
                author, he has not read it, and, at least for the present, he 
                has no intention of reading it. As he explained in a recent interview 
                here, the reason he is maintaining such a distance from the book 
                is personal rather than critical. 
                "I don't ever want to relive those years," Mr. Naipaul 
                said. "They were too wretched." For him, it was a period 
                of "double dislocation" and "double destitution." 
                A young man of Indian descent born in Trinidad, he was newly arrived 
                in England, in need of money and determined to become a writer, 
                but with nothing to demonstrate that he could fulfill that ambition. 
                
                He permitted publication of the letters, he said, because "in 
                addition to what they say about our family circumstances, they 
                are a cultural record of an immigrant community moving into a 
                new world over a couple of generations." They also serve 
                as a kind of memoir, showing the evolution of an artist transplanted 
                into an alien environment. It was only in England that he began 
                to discover himself as a writer. 
                
                
Looking 
                back at that period, Mr. Naipaul, who is 67, said: "My own 
                state of mind in 1952 was pretty bad. 
                
                "For a long time my heart was so full of love for the members 
                of my family. That kept me going, but it was a kind of wound as 
                well because I could do nothing for them." The letters, he 
                said, were irregular: "They give an illusion of continuity 
                where the reality is full of emotional upheaval." As he talked, 
                it was clear that he remembered the basic content of the letters 
                and how important they were to him. 
                
                The core of the correspondence is the relationship between father 
                and son. Seepersad Naipaul was a writer, working for a time as 
                a journalist in Trinidad and also writing short stories. At one 
                point, his father suggested that they do a book together, to be 
                called "Letters Between a Father and Son." 
                
                Each encouraged the other's writing. In 1950 Seepersad Naipaul 
                wrote to his son, with no justification except his paternal fidelity, 
                "I have no doubt whatever that you will be a great writer." 
                On the other hand, the son was torn by crosscurrents of confidence 
                and insecurity, writing to his older sister, "I am going 
                to be either a big success or an unheard-of failure." 
                
                "I thought somehow the gift was going to descend down to 
                me," he said. "Then I discovered I had to work at it." 
                The letters offer proof that despite his own doubts, the younger 
                Naipaul always possessed creative talent and that his father, 
                though unrecognized, was himself a perceptive writer -- and mentor. 
                
                With an intellectual acuity that belied the limits of his education, 
                his father frequently gave him advice on writing. For example, 
                he said that if you say exactly what you want to say, "you 
                will have achieved style." When that passage was mentioned 
                to him, Mr. Naipaul agreed with his father: "In my own practice, 
                I always avoided style. To me, it is simply getting at what you 
                mean, and that takes a lot of refining, because words can be deceptive." 
                The elder Naipaul also admonished him to "keep your center," 
                an idea that was to echo through his son's work. 
                
                About his father's stories, he said: "If they had contained 
                an element of untruth, I would not have cared for them. I think 
                they mattered to me because they gave me this picture of our community. 
                Without that picture, I would not have known who we were. One 
                was already in a historical void in a place like Trinidad." 
                
                His father was not an active part of his life until the boy was 
                6 or 7. As one of a large family, he was boarded out and lived 
                in his grandmother's house during his childhood. When they began 
                seeing each other regularly, the father would read his stories 
                aloud, and "they acquired an element of the fairy tale." 
                The son's wish to write came from his reading, mostly of English 
                authors (Shakespeare and Dickens), and from the model of his father. 
                As Mr. Naipaul wrote in his recent essay, "Reading and Writing," 
                it was "less a true ambition than a form of self-esteem, 
                a dream of release, an idea of nobility." 
                
                The letters deal passingly -- and often comically -- with his 
                days at Oxford, for example, with his brief attempt to be a coxswain 
                on a rowing crew. Such events made him aware of things he could 
                not do: "The nature of one's life meant that one wrote in 
                a funny way about things that were not funny in real life." 
                
                At 18 he wrote his first novel, "The Shadow'd Livery." 
                "It was," he said, "heavily dependent on Evelyn 
                Waugh, but the idea was my own -- a kind of farce on an important 
                subject," a black man in Trinidad who tries to turn himself 
                into a king. After the book was rejected by a publisher, it was 
                jettisoned. He sank into a depression that lasted about a year.. 
                Then he wrote a second novel, a "more personal, foolish book" 
                -- also unpublished. 
                In October 1953 his father died (at 47) in Trinidad. Partly because 
                he was short of money, Mr. Naipaul did not return home for the 
                funeral. Somehow, despite his love for his father, the death acted 
                as a release. Less than two years later, he began writing with 
                a new seriousness of purpose and a clearer point of identity. 
                
                The breakthrough came suddenly, while he was writing the stories 
                that later appeared in his book "Miguel Street." From 
                his perspective, those early stories got better and better: "There 
                was a moment, almost an hour, in which I began to be a writer. 
                Somehow I found the right tone, and the tone released the material, 
                and it all came together, and I could see my way ahead." 
                
                In quick succession he wrote "Miguel Street" and the 
                novel "The Mystic Masseur." Both were accepted for publication, 
                and he sent a cable home with the news. In 1956 he returned to 
                Trinidad for the first time -- and it was not a happy homecoming. 
                
                "It was a tormenting time for me," he said. Nothing 
                had yet been published. "The family situation was desperate. 
                I was unhappy, hour by hour." After returning to England, 
                he began writing "A House for Mr. Biswas," his first 
                masterpiece (published in 1961), and "a lot of the emotional 
                charge of that book" came from that visit to Trinidad. 
                Many years earlier his father had suggested that he use him as 
                a character in his fiction. "I remember that letter," 
                said Mr. Naipaul. "He says, settle down and write, think 
                of a character, make me a character, begin it like this." 
                After his father's death he did precisely that, using him as the 
                inspiration for Mr. Biswas. 
                
                "In the myth," he said, "having written two books, 
                the young writer should be taken up to the skies. In reality, 
                having written two books, the young writer remained firmly on 
                the ground. Because the books were not published until later, 
                I was drained, and I began to play with this idea: a man tells 
                his life and it's in terms of things which he's acquired, simple 
                things, but in his own eyes, very big things." After the 
                start, he was blocked, but kept writing and finally after seven 
                months, "there came a light." 
                From the beginning, he intended "to cannibalize" one 
                of his father's stories, published in the posthumous 1976 collection 
                "The Adventures of Gurudeva." Anand, Mr. Biswas's son, 
                is a combination of the author and his younger brother, Shiva, 
                who later became a novelist. 
                
                Comparing his father with Mr. Biswas, Mr. Naipaul said: "My 
                father was a profounder man in every way. And his wounds are deeper 
                than the other man can say. It's based on him, but it couldn't 
                be the real man." He said he felt he had inherited his sense 
                of comedy from his father, and added that others have said that 
                he had his mother's tenaciousness. 
                Before and after his artistic breakthrough, Mr. Naipaul read all 
                his work aloud to Patricia Hale, whom he had met at Oxford and 
                who later became his wife. He recalled, "For three years, 
                from 1952 to 1955, all I read to her was rubbish. She gave her 
                response and it was very valuable. When things are going badly, 
                you need someone to point out what was good" -- and worth 
                saving. "I trusted her. I read everything to Pat, for her 
                approval, even a few days before she died" (in 1995). He 
                said that his relationship with her and with his father had been 
                the deepest ones in his life. 
                After his father died, Mr. Naipaul wrote to his mother, "What 
                we are he has made of us." Several weeks later, he added, 
                "In a way I had always looked upon my life as a continuation 
                of his -- a continuation which, I hoped, would also be a fulfillment." 
                
                
                When that letter was quoted to him, he said, "Neither I nor 
                my father could have known where the writing was going to lead 
                one, in terms of the intellectual adventure. I don't think I had 
                any idea at the beginning that I was going to be writing about 
                colonialism, the New World, slavery and revolution -- and about 
                India." 
                
                His career has led him to write 23 books, from his early comic 
                novels to the richly textured dramatic chronicles of "Mr. 
                Biswas" and "A Bend in the River," and includes 
                transformative returns to India, a confrontation with Islam and 
                his later novelistic contemplations of his place, and way, in 
                the world, as in "The Enigma of Arrival." 
                He continued: "The reason why my father would not have been 
                able to understand where I would eventually go is that the nature 
                of your society conditions the kind of writing you can do about 
                it. There are certain societies where intellectual adventure, 
                social adventure, is necessarily limited," as in Trinidad. 
                
                To the question of how he became a writer, he said, "For 
                me there was always an element of desperation." With him, 
                more than anything, it was the will to be a writer, the innocence 
                in believing that someone from his background could be a writer 
                and "the idea of the presence of my father -- I always knew 
                that regardless of our circumstances that he was a noble man." 
                
                
                When Mr. Naipaul comes to New York, he will read at the 92nd Street 
                Y (on Jan. 24), but not from his new book. Instead he will draw 
                upon his other writings. The book of letters remains something 
                apart from him. Any day a package of copies sent by his publisher 
                will arrive at his home in Wiltshire, where he lives with his 
                second wife, Nadira. In all probability the package will remain 
                unopened. 
                
                Thinking about the book and the memories it would evoke, he said, 
                "I wonder if I will have enough courage to read it." 
                
                
                [Credit: Article publisehd, January 5, 2000.]
                
                
                'Literary Occasions': The Critical Is Personal
                By LYNN FREED
                
                What 
                a pleasure it is to read V. S. Naipaul's collection of personal 
                and critical essays, variously published over almost 40 years 
                and culminating in ''Two Worlds,'' his Nobel lecture of 2001. 
                The essays themselves are largely meditations on writing and literature, 
                evolving from Naipaul's own experience -- his background and history, 
                his development as a writer and his observations as a reader. 
                Quite often they overlap, the same subject matter turning up in 
                two or three different places. And usually they do so to effect, 
                shifting the perspective slightly, complicating the significance 
                of the whole. 
                Here, for instance, is Naipaul on the subject of his early ambitions: 
                
                ''The wish to be a writer didn't go with a wish or a need actually 
                to write. It went only with the idea I had been given of the writer, 
                a fantasy of nobility.'' 
                ''My father worshiped writing and writers. He made the vocation 
                of the writer seem the noblest in the world; and I decided to 
                be that noble thing.'' 
                ''I couldn't truly call myself a reader. I had never had the capacity 
                to lose myself in a book; like my father, I could read only in 
                little bits . . . I hadn't begun to think in any concrete way 
                about what I might write. Yet I continued to think of myself as 
                a writer.'' 
                Naipaul's story itself is deeply rooted in the story of his father. 
                In many ways, ''Literary Occasions'' is a testament to their shared 
                love affair with language. Naipaul's father was a journalist. 
                He also published a collection of short stories (''I read every 
                new typescript my father made as the story grew. It was the greatest 
                imaginative experience of my childhood''). Father and son also 
                shared a sort of hysteria -- a nervous illness that in the father 
                had shown up as a ''fear of extinction'' and in the son as ''a 
                panic about failing to be what I should be'' (''I was eaten up 
                with anxiety. It was the emotion I felt I had always known''). 
                 
                
                In a sense, it was the circumscription of his father's life that 
                fed Naipaul's own urgent need to escape Trinidad (''To become 
                a writer, that noble thing, I had thought it necessary to leave. 
                Actually to write, it was necessary to go back. It was the beginning 
                of self-knowledge''). Again and again he considers the small escapes 
                that his father made, the failures that followed, and the despair. 
                He writes of the limitations of village life, of Trinidad's Indians 
                and of the loss of India itself in the diaspora. He writes too 
                of his grandparents, who came to Trinidad from India, of the sad 
                history of Trinidad's aboriginal peoples and of the island's cruel 
                colonial history. And to all this he brings an exacting eye and 
                a sort of broad philosophical despair. But never does he descend 
                to the odious singsong of the self-righteous. He is far too honest 
                a man, too independent a thinker and too intelligent a writer 
                for that sort of thing. 
                
                In many ways it is as if Naipaul cannot get over having left Trinidad 
                in the first place, or having managed to stay afloat through all 
                the years of struggle in London while he was establishing himself 
                as a writer. The hard-won success that followed is not nearly 
                as mysterious to him: it was worked for; it was earned. And this 
                is clearly a matter of fierce pride. In book after book, Naipaul 
                is described as having ''followed no other profession'' than that 
                of writer (at least one unhappy stint in the academy notwithstanding). 
                The essays in this volume go a long way toward explaining this 
                pride and this refusal. 
                
                And yet never is the prose self-inflating. One of Naipaul's most 
                endearing qualities is his unfailing impulse toward honesty. It 
                is manifested in the intelligent candor with which he lays bare 
                his subjects, never excepting himself. The writing itself is a 
                wonder of clarity, complex ideas given shape in simple English, 
                and achieving that most difficult of tasks -- having writer and 
                reader seem simultaneously to be making the same journey. With 
                consummate skill, Naipaul will introduce a character or a scene, 
                leave it behind for 20 pages or so while he takes off in a different 
                direction, return to it to add a few more brushstrokes, and then, 
                somehow, after several such loops, arrive at the complete picture 
                with the reader still at his side. It is a masterly game of cat's 
                cradle. 
                
                Behind the work -- fueling it in a way -- is a quality of what 
                one might call rage. It is the sort of impulse, the sort of uncompromising 
                urge, to get at the truth through language that informs so much 
                of what is excellent and enduring in literature. ''I could see 
                the young Tolstoy moving, as if out of need, to the discovery 
                of fiction: starting as a careful descriptive writer . . . and 
                then, as though seeing an easier and a better way of dealing with 
                the horrors of the Sebastopol siege, doing a simple fiction, setting 
                characters in motion, and bringing the reality closer.'' 
                
                Inevitably, some of the pieces in this volume shine less brightly. 
                After the wonders of the prologue (''Reading and Writing, a Personal 
                Account'') and Part 1 -- essays written largely around himself, 
                his father, their history in Trinidad, their love affair with 
                words -- Part 2, which contains literary essays on other subjects, 
                seems to alter the tone and thrust of the collection. And yet 
                there are gems to be found here, too. In a fraction of a paragraph 
                on Kipling, for instance, Naipaul manages to distill what other 
                writers would extrude into a full-length volume: ''The club-writer 
                always needed the club, the common points of reference; he needed 
                the legend, which perhaps his own stories had helped to create. 
                . . . A story by Chekhov is complete in itself; a story by Kipling 
                isn't.'' 
                
                
Two 
                of the shorter essays in Part 1 (''Jasmine'' and ''East Indian'') 
                contain subject matter that is more fully realized (rather than 
                advanced) in ''Two Worlds,'' the beautiful and moving Nobel speech 
                that reads rather like an elegy. And there are puzzles. In his 
                essay on Conrad, for instance, which was published in 1974, Naipaul 
                declares, ''The novel as a form no longer carries conviction'' 
                -- an idea he reiterates elsewhere. And yet he himself continued 
                to write and publish novels over the next 30 years. Why? One wishes 
                that he would address this anomaly. 
                
                Still, these are all small quibbles, only able to be made by comparison 
                with the ideal. No other living writer is able as brilliantly 
                as V. S. Naipaul both to clarify and to enhance the mystery of 
                writing. And yet ''Literary Occasions'' constitutes anything but 
                a fairy tale of success. Rather, it is a complex testament not 
                only to the struggle of one man against great odds to be ''that 
                noble thing,'' but also to theplace 
                and purpose of the writer in the world: the ''triumph over darkness.'' 
                
                
                Photo:Naipaul outside at his Salisbury 
                home in 2001 after he had won the Noble Peace Prize.
                
                [Credit: The New York Times, January 5, 2004.]